December 2011
It’s 11:27pm.
No, I don’t have any plans for new years.
I was meant to be working but we had to wear red and I have no red lingerie… So… yeah.
So far it’s been a shit night.
My funeral song.
Anonymous asked: I am so glad that when you had all those chest pains you realised your will to live. Instead of welcoming death you fought it by eating. You want to live and that in itself is such great progress for someone severely depressed.
Anonymous asked: i've never been diagnosed with anything, because when people found out what i had been doing i hadnt been doing it long enough to be diagnosed, and now they think i dont do it anymore so i dont have to be diagnosed, although i know in my mind what the truth is even if i cant ever say it aloud, these thoughts scare me so much. also i agree with the "have you been diagnosed" thing,...
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A rant about self-diagnosis.
I actually used to hate when people self-diagnosed themselves with illnesses. I would find it somewhat offensive, like they’re making a mockery of something I genuinely suffer from.
Last night I was thinking about it though… Just because someone hasn’t been medically diagnosed with something, doesn’t mean they don’t suffer from it. Think about it.
Take pancreatic...
And now I’m having a fucking anxiety attack. Cool.
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I’m really worried my heart is going to fail soon. These chest pains are so fucking annoying. On Sunday afternoon at around 2pm I noticed I had chest pains. I still had them at around 5pm so I ate a banana then hated myself, but decided to have a nap. At 6:45pm I woke up and still had the chest pains, AS WELL as pain in my left arm. I thought about going back to sleep but they were worse...
Anonymous asked: don't you masturbate sometimes?
Anonymous asked: thought you didn't like sex that much,what has brought on the need for a good fucking?
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Actually I need to be fucked right now. I need someone to come fuck me good and proper right now.
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Fuck, I need to get laid soon.
Anonymous asked: you're so full of shit you dumb slut cunt faced bitch motherfucker
Anonymous asked: what have you been diagnosed with?
